My name is James... I have worked in the adult entertainment industry for the last 7 years of my life under the name Erik Rhodes. I'm not sure how I ended up here, and I don't know how i have survived this long... all i do know is that it can a very lonely place and sometimes i need a blog to get shit off my chest. So take it or leave it... here it is.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
whats left to say… we all know this is where i’d end up… how long did you think i could go on playing happy go lucky… i mean, all the pills in the world can’t change the fact that i have lost my passion for almost everything in life and i just don’t care anymore… nothing excites me… i guess flirting with death is the only way to know your alive… i’m not alive… and if i’m dead when this is finally read, well just know i was dead when i wrote this…
i wish i could have been a better brother, son, friend, lover… i just couldn’t. there was nothing anyone could do to help, so don’t bother wasting a second of your life saying “If only i…”
No thanks. I’ll be in Chicago… Lets see if i can hang onto my sobriety…
Sure, i’d love to ruin your life.
I love how you called it “gross and lame” porn. That was a good laugh. Thank you.
Really?
Where are you getting this information?
ohhh… booooo… i thought your were gonna say… “take you in the forest and bury an axe in your head”…
If you fall asleep down by the water baby i’ll carry you all the way home
everybodies gotta love someone but i just wanna love you dear
everybodys gotta feel something i just wanna feel you my dear
i know its hard i know its harrdd i know its hard to be in this position
if they stop loving you i wont stop loving you
if they stop needing you i’ll still need you my dear
If you fall asleep down by the water baby i’ll carry you all the way home
you gotta believe me you gotta believe me you gotta belive me when i say
the words forever
and whatever comes your way we’ll still me here together
i know its hard i know its hard but i understand you just take my hand
dear
If you fall asleep down by the water baby i’ll carry you all the way home